So, I might be able to sleep properly if i don't think about school coming up, but then I might forget about it and miss the first day. I'm really sleepy though, but I think if I layed down right now i'd just lay there for hours thinking instead of sleeping... Umm, Not much is new, I smell a skunk and somehow everyone in the house now has some form of income, I'm currently the one with no schedual yet, but that will change when school begins. Then I'll have too much of a schedual, because I'll be the only one with homework. >.< I've been avoiding niccotine for several days now and It's starting to ebb my sanity just a little. It could also be because i have no use for walks anymore, so I'm around my roommates constantly and I'm not the kind of person to tolerate people constantly. Or maybe I'm just tired and a bit cranky. I should try and sleep, why do i feel like so little emotional upkeep has been accomplished over the years? I feel too old, beyond my age, and people think it too. I'm just glad i have clean clothes to wear.